I am breaking up with you!

I am debating over sending out an e-mail to some of my “friends”

Hello my “friends”!!
I thought I will at least notify you and maybe give you one more chance before I finally break up with you. Why, you ask. Well, to be honest I am really sick and tired of your lack of participation in our friendship. Maybe this is how you see a friendship to be, I am sorry to inform you I do not.
I am tired of being lied to! What do I mean by that, well that’s what it is when I am being told “I will call you” or “We will get together” “Let’s make plans”. I am tired of waiting for you to actually do what you say you would. Save it, don’t say anything if you don’t really mean it. What’s the point of having all the good intentions?
You know what? If you really wanted to you would follow through. Actions do speak louder than words. I am tired of fake people. It’s time to be honest. Do you still want to be my friend or not? Very simple, yes or no. I will understand either way, no matter what your reasons are. It’s ok. Just be honest to me.
I never asked to be called by you every week or even every month. I do not ask for you to visit me very often and I do understand if you can’t make it. What I don’t understand is that you say you will be there and then you don’t come. And some of you don’t even have the courtesy to let me know. YOU know who you are! Or maybe you don’t and are so self involved that you don’t even realize that you are treating me like shit. Harsh? Well, sure. And if the shoe fits put it on and walk in it for a while.
I am really pissed off. I can’t believe some people can be so shallow. It’s time to fess up and tell the truth!
Let me know if you still want me to be in your life or if you don’t. This is it for me. This is the last time I am putting myself out there. If you want to talk you have my number. If you want to visit you know where I live.
Now some of you may say “but it goes both ways!” Sure it does and it is your turn. According to my phone records I have been calling you last. It’s not about tid for tad, but hey, the time before I was the one calling you as well. Do I need to go on? And we all know how these conversations end on your part. “Oh yes, I really want to come and visit” and what happens??? You now the answer.
I can deal with talking to you maybe only a couple of times a year and I can even deal with seeing you less than that, but only a few of you are honest enough and say: “Sure it would be nice, but with the way things are going I don’t see this happening.”. Now, is so hard to say?? Nope! I don’t think so!
I know, I have a really hard time getting my darling husband away from anything around here lately. He wants to get things done. So, you see I do understand that this might be the same for you. I understand life goes on and for many of us it’s unfortunately “out of sight out of mind” as well. That’s life!
Why don’t you think about what you want to do or not to do about it and let me know. I think that’s the least I can ask of you after knowing you for so long. Please, this one time don’t leave me hanging. I care for you and I always will, but sometimes we just have to move on and go our separate ways. Holding on and hoping for some things to happen just to be disappointed over and over again is not a very healthy way to live ones life. I know it will hurt to let you go, but then you are most likely already have gone your way without me.