Back again....

One of the reasons I don't post here as frequently is I keep journals on fitday, i-village and walker tracker (usually the most curent) http://walkertracker.com/walker.php?Heikeakg


Thursday:
hehe, so not good at keeping a journal like this:) I still have the one my mom gave me when I was 12 years old and it's still not 1/2 way filled with my deepest, darkest secrets LOL

Looks like we are going to have an even hotter day than yesterday. I woke up sweating like a little piggy:) it's over 80 in the house already. The A/C is in, but we still have so many holes in the walls I have a really hard time turning it on. I will tonight to cool down the upstairs , otherwise the ceiling fans will have to do the job throughout the day. Thank goodness DH is working, he'd be miserable right now. The forcast says 102, but we always have to add a few up here on the hill.

Had a big fat chimi for dinner last night, it was goooooood and so baaaaaad at the same time. Well, I am not sweating it I have all the intentions on doing the right things today and the days thereafter.

Seeing that I had lost a couple of pounds yesterday morning is very encouraging to me. I know it's always very tricky, especially when you see this mid week. So much can happen between now and then (like last night's BIG FAT CHIMI!!!!), I need to stay realistic, but encouraged.

I can feel that I am back to "really wanting" it again. Which is good! I am very happy that I only "took a break" for two month rather than taking the usual two years+. I look at this being a good thing. It shows me I haven't given up on myself again, nor resigned (I know I am spelling this one wrong!!) to the fact that I will be overweight forever.

I still believe I can do it this time around! And yes, I know there are going to be days I feel like giving up, but all of this is normal, it's made this way so I can get stronger on my way to the finish line and be prepared for the curve balls life will continue throwing my way.



Now this sounded soooooo deep LOL. We'll see how I feel a week from now LOL